it seems like everything is changing for me right now, so i guess its only fitting that i make a new site (at least that will be my excuse). i feel like i'm in the 'middle' of something; somehow in transition between distinct periods of my life. i miss what i had, and in an instant - it doesn't exist anymore. i am optimistic about the future and what it will bring but i cannot ignore my inner feelings of loss. thanks for the experiences, firegun - see you, space cowgirl.

i have learned so much and i have so much more to learn, so here we go...